Fly high butterfly 🦋

I know... I just try to close my eyes to everything The truth is our best friend But can hurt a lot So sometimes we just try to be blind Every day is a struggle I try to escape of everything by hoping Dreaming in my little world Far away of all I know I try to convince me that he's better of what he shows But everything is against him It's so difficult to admit that he's my biggest mistake Cause he's the one I love It's the one who makes me so unhappy But also the one who knows how to make me happy Every day I remember all the promises The moments are engraved in my memory I try to burn them from the inside But my interior is flooded by all the tears If only I could make of all my tears a river If only I could let everything go with the current If only he had never exist I could still believe in a pink side of life

A smile can hide so much,but your eyes will never lie. So when you want to hide how you feel, tries to capture the looks by your smile

There is behind each women,the desire for one only men. Many can touch her,but only one can reach her heart.

We will always search an answer to a question...Cause our life is a question

I touched the bottom I saw the darkness I heared the biggest silence I've been through the worst moments of my life Today I reached the light again I'm a real soldier I survived the war between my head and my heart I'm a survivor of this life that is mine I've been through the fear Now she's my strenght I've been through the pain Now she's my best shield Today I've been touched by the radiation Everything seems possible It rained constantly in my life since months Now I smile  every minute I wasn't seeing other exits Today I see many exits in this river And the current helps me to go forward Suddenly I have many choices and nothing is unreachable

I thought I was strong enough I thought I could lie to myself But my heart tells me every day that it's not true I give my biggest smile to everyone But from the inside I'm drowning Cause I miss him more than ever I tried to save me from this love By burning the pages But the lack of him Is killing me little by little I try to find him back in my best memories Hoping that it will bring me back to life But more I try more I fall Maybe because the bad memories are stronger Or maybe because good memories will make me suffer even more Maybe unconsciously my head is trying to help me And is fighting with my heart It would explain this mixture of love and hate I just know that I'm fighting between life and dead And am in a kind of coma Where, the reality tries to save me And dreams keep me in an other world

I say goodbye to the past I take my keys, my sunglasses and get in the car Alone I try a new path I go where I want and do what I want no more limits and rules there is more than me, my dreams and the road the sun touches my face the wind mess up my hair and the feeling of freedom is stronger than ever I'll go where my will wants to take me I'll follow the music of my heart my instinct will guide me even against the current

Je dis au revoir au passée je prends mes clés, mes lunettes de soleil et monte en voiture seule j'essaie un nouveau chemin j'irais où je veux et ferais ce que je veux finit les limites et règles il n'y a plus que moi,mes rêves et la route le soleil touche mon visage le vent me décoiffe et la sensation de liberté est plus forte que jamais J'irais là où mon envie m’emmène je suivrais la musique de mon coeur mon instinct me guidera même si contre courant 

Time is supposed to erase every past,every thing But I still suffer in silent And even so, the image I have of him doesn't change They say that his return is not a good thing for me I just prefer thinking that he's not coming back He said so many things He did so many things And I still love him My heart bleeds  Cause I miss him To me he is just perfect,even with his defaults He is so mysterious and also so transparent So cold and also so sweet He can be a man and also a child He changes but his soul is still the same Love can't be explained It's impossible to control Love is made only to feel It's made to live And with no regrets

We say that with the time, every past, every thing is forgotten I got lost a day in the winter I've spent many time finding back my way I've been through a lot I've changed so much But everything was worth it Now I'm a new women and recommend everyone to keep calm This new "me" will not be loved by many people But honnestly... I am a part of who they made me be Most live with the fear of the unknown Most live with the fear of the incertain Well, I'm not afraid  I'm so ready for everything that can come I'm so ready to live what life has to give me I suffered a lot I've been disappointed so many times So now I'm stronger as never I could put the fault on life I could put the fault on the people But to be honnest...I thanks them Cause without them,I would be probably not be where I am I wouldn't be the person I am While they were trying to harm me, I was growing up as person I was constructing my life While they we...

I've already been through a part of my way And had to go through a lot  I closed my eyes to many things I controled myself many times So don't tell me that it's my fault if it's the end I can see what the most can't People can say what they want I don't care about it Cause I'm the one who sees and feels They think to know me so well  That's why they do and say what they want They think that I'll stay without saying something Cause they're used to this side of my personality And that's why everybody is always surprised at the end I can show a part of me But the best ones I'll keep them for me They will be my best weapon Be sure that I won't let anyone ruin my life The most funny, is that the day that those who talks the less decide to talk,they are criticized by everyone. Maybe because they are the only ones who say true things.